CYNTHIA!

Aug 20, 2009, 8:05 PM

Can someone tell me what to say, to make you stay?

WHY DO MY DAY JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE?!

anyway i really wanna fuck the shit here.
so, if you dont want your damn mind to be polluted, just leave. and im not even gonna say 'PLEASE' as i have already warned you assholes.

so, today, 1 word.
F-U-C-K.
alrights.
A.math paper was god-damn hard.
i dont really care cause we can choose to drop that damn topic.
then i realised i failed chinese.
and guess what.
I-DONT-GIVE-A-DAMN.
cause i nvr really passed chinese anyway.

then during some lesson, which obviously ppl who have been reading my blog will know.
that fucking piece of shit person said i dint do anything.
oh yeah. i was doing sth.
i just couldn't under what the fucking piece of shit were you saying.
so i dint do anything.
then when you fucking told me off, obviously i have already took out my textbook to at least try to understand the fucking lame examples the textbook is giving. cause the cheapskate piece of junk DID NOT SHOW STEP BY STEP.
so obviously it will take me some time to at least solve it right.
i asked around for ppl's help you fucking say i keep talking.
oh wow!
then tell me stand the fucking corner
and please hor. i rather stand out of the class than go the the other side of class filled with guys and spiderwebs.

then i dont wanna stand you want give yellow form.
fuck you larhs.
what defiance. fuck you la.
dont want stand st the corner means defiance? means must give yellow form?
1 form means conduct grade poor already right?
so 10 forms also poor la.
the most suspended only right.
okay la i play with you.
everytime your lesson i pon.
or purposely dulan the whole class. waste your time
i dont fucking care if you chase me out or whatever shit.
cause obviously your against me.
even the whole class says so.
plus some ppl from other class.
no need me to tell them also they can see.
pathetic dog la.

whatever la.
im so sick and tired of fucking over and over bout you.
came back. family is fucking screwed.
get it.
thats why i hate life.
went to games room to study instead.
its just a way to not stay at home.
then walked round the condo.
been to places that i have went to with someone who used to be special.
reminiscing the past suck. its just make me miss you more.
and i know i normally dont blog bout such stuffs.
but today is just a I-DONT-GIVE-A-SHIT-DAY.

damn.
did i mention i hate life.

you said that you'll be there, now things are different. will you still be there for me just like the very last time? oh who the fuck am i kidding.

thanks people who tried hard to make me smile again :D
loves.