CYNTHIA!

Mar 27, 2009, 10:46 PM

i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

i hate today
i hate school
i hate my phone
i hate the heat
i hate homework
i hate waking up early
i hate sweating
i hate my leg cramps
i hate my sweaty plams
i hate thinking hard of what to text you
i hate being so jealous
i hate missing you so much
i hate laughing so much till my cheeks cramp
i hate not having chocolates when i needed them so much
i hate hating everything

practically i hate my life.
sucks

, 6:05 PM

In my heart you'll always be everything

and more to me

morning went school with emel.
settle misunderstand between her and aliah.
then got one immature bitch.
freaking immature i tell you.
what, i say want us to fade away.
obviously meant im asking in a not so embarassing way if she want to talk to her alone.
then wtf, that freaking dumb bitch like scold me fuck off
then go into her dumb class saying me bitch all.
like wtf. hello.
your so dumb to not understand simple english larhs.
dumb, dont talk to me.
then i went toilet.
then she say i go toilet cry.
wtf? go toilet means cry?!
no sense larh.
so if i ask teacher if i can go toliet. if they dont allow means i must cry in front of them?
wtf.
shes like the dumbest species around larh.
one and only.
very idiotic.
still say what i dont dare face her -.-
fuck larh
see her face only i want to slap the shit out of her larhs.
cheap bitch. even the guys in ur class say so.

make me so very angry till my fucking face red.
very dumb and fat and immature retarded bitch.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

whatever dont talk bout her

HL.
i ran ran ran!
tired like hell larhs.
but ite manage to finish it.
third girl somemore! :D :D :D
but then leg cramp getting worse.
my leg like going to tear apart loh!
whatever.
i just want to pass my nafa.
so i will endure for a few days first! :D
or else retest retest.
very sickening one.

poa.
the teacher rocks larhs! give chocolate for ppl who ans his qns correctly
nice nice nice :D

after school.
slacked for awhile.
went buy bbt with emel and aliah.
brought banana mocha!
quite nice.

then took one whole bus ride again.
sitting between emel and aliah is a very tiring thing.
crap alot.
making alot of noise too.
LOL.
then aliah say she dont want go home yet.
emel too.
ite go my house.
went games room
read magazines. bitched. and did alot of retarded stuffs.
making us laugh our ass off larhs.
freaking fun with them.
then we are so bored to the extend that we anyhow press numbers and called them.
but, we called for like 10 over number.
all either is nvr answer or no such number or cant get through.
LOL!
lameshits.
but i love them so :D
loves babe :)

Mar 26, 2009, 6:38 PM

feeling blue.

when im trying to forget the feeling that i miss you.

sucks!

bro have to rush to kl for meeting -.-

cant meet him already :(

fishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfish.

argh.

school. very boring.

rush eng compo when reached school.

cant seem to start the first paragraph larh.

then when i finally know how to start, canteen lights off.

like wtf.

LOLOLOL!

so do during lesson.

blah blah.

i actually did my math worksheet in class loh.

first time! ^^

got back report book.

sucks to the core.
sucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksuck

argh.

slept during english lesson.

very boring.

mt. quite fun.

miss soo intro-ed herself.

making the lesson shorter :)

then she got this very smart strategy loh.

if she asked a qns, then u answer w/o her calling you, you get 1 mark for SA1.

then those who raise up only for the sake of getting marks loh -.-

whatever.

aft school, went 883 with aliah.

brought bbt.

took bus.

took the whole ride.

talked ALOT.

very fun.

blah blah.

i sound so no life.

tmr shopping anyone?

im gonna die.

and please babe.

dont keep stuffs to yourself.

it will only become worse.

alot of ppl are there for you.

just pour everything out at once.

cheer up alrights.

loves.

Mar 25, 2009, 9:43 PM

nobody warned me about your smile.

i felt your smile defeat me.

see! my bro!

friday he going off already :(

tmr last meal with him :(

anw,

today after school had cd through the arts thingy.

very retarded i tell u ( hopefully no 3/1 ppl sees this ) :x

after that waited for aliah class to end theirs.

went cca with aliah and maomao liang popo.

rush my mother tongue compo during cca.

fish la damn hard to do.

then got new teacher somemore.

say if i nvr pass up give yellow form.

like wth? i dont even know whats a yellow form for larhs.

so, ite maomao laing popo helped me :D

i say out what i want to write then she correct my sentence or write out the words for me.

LOL

then we kinna left aliah alone.

so she entertain herself with my chinese dictionary.

LOL!

cca ended. i still haven finish.

so maomao liang popo, madaline and lenon stayed back with me to teach me.

LOL

3 ppl teach 1 person.

alot of words i suddently cant rmb!

then maomao liang popo buy food to eat dont want teach me

say my mother tongue make her dizzy -.-

so left madaline to teach me loh.

then ite i anyhow anyhow.

maomao liang popo say she can go crazy see both my words and chinese standed.

LOL

then finally done.

passed up.

dad fetched me with bro! (:

when to fetch sis, mum.

drop off bro, went eat with grandma.

so, here i am.

whatever.

need to rush my english compo.

wtf. so many compo in my life.

oh. and thank you hairy maomao liang popo for helping me on my chinese!

though i know i will still fail in the end. LOL!

Mar 24, 2009, 7:56 PM

its not my fault that your attractive.

and im just too attracted to you

heyyos.
see the peektures up there.
cooked them during cooking lesson.
very nice!
esp the chocolate moosé with strawbarries :D
god.
its heavenly.
layer after layer of chocolate!
yummmmmmmmmm
though it get sickening towards the end.
very sweet. till ur throat got that weird yucky feeling.
haha.
but its still nice.

so, school.
cant really rmb much.
except that nazhifah had been making fun of me since recess till lesson end still continuing.
she keep pronucing word wrongly.
then say its i say.
shes just jealous that she cant say it as well as me.
LOL!

p.e
ran up and down the hall.
freaking exhausting.
first time ran 4 rounds.
5:27 mins.
second time, ran another 4 rounds
arsehole damn exhausting.
but ended with 5:03 mins :D
second round still run till leg cramp then want to fall want to fall like that.
LOL!
vickrm ran like mad lah.
then keep shouting at me for running so slow.
argh.
ite. our group ran faster than the first 4 rounds.
so teacher gave us a can of green tea! to share.
and i swear i finished it in like 1 mins larhs.
cause freaking tired and hot.
but somehow i end up drinking it alone.
cause yana dont like green tea, ishaq and vickrum scared kill their sperms.
so left me. i dont hate green tea, and im not afraid of killing sprems, as i dont have any -.-
very lame.

whatever.
brother's back from australia!
for a few days that is.
omg.
im gonna snap pictures like mad when i see him!
misses!

so, toodles!
look forward to the pictures :D

Mar 23, 2009, 5:12 PM

melt me with your smile. burn me with your song.

first day of term one.
and it sucks to the core.
cant sleep last night! :D
cause i actually fixed my own phone!
yays yays!
no more sucky old phone! :D

so school.
the usual, sucky.
zhen xing and calvin sucks to the core.
dont know what else to update bout it.
so yeah.

oh. and and and
zhen xing still owe me 3 things!
im not gonna allow u to beat me till i got my things! :D
hah! take that sucker!

bullcrap.

Mar 20, 2009, 1:33 PM

fall for you

im very bored.
i still got loads of hwk not done.
plus holiday hwk.
crap =O
very lazy.
maybe 1 week holiday too short.
-.-

i want a tan!
i need a tan.
so sick and tired of being fair.
camp, last month make me dark till skin peel,
now im back fair.
i want tan tan tan!
no fucking sun!
shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit

Mar 19, 2009, 7:43 PM

1 litre of tears.

omg.
finally finished watching 1 litre of tears.
i know. im very slow :P
but its freaknig nice!
very worth watching :D
so sadddddddddddddddddd.

idk what to update.
so there.
toodles :D

Mar 15, 2009, 10:12 PM

today was very boring.
slept till 12pm :/
LOL
cause got dad friend came at like 10 a night.
entertain till 12++ buey tahan, went to sleep.
dad and mum entertain till 3+
LOL!
so, morning or rather afternoon,
laze around
pack cupboard, table.
still, doint make much difference
pack halfway, freaking lots of dust, lost interest.
gave up, ite toss everything back
LOL
sarks.

had dinner with family, plus bro and sister-in-law.
first time had lots of fun!
LOL
whole table suddently very lame.
cause i suddently ask if can go buffet, then take away
LOL!
was talking bout my bday lunch,
bro was like, buy the cheap type of plates, then change with the red one
and mum was like saying alot of lame stuffs, till the extend that she suggest us to paint the plates -.-
then she keep laughing at her own joke till tears roll down her cheeks.
retarded man my family,
but its really fun
LOL
love them loads larh

Mar 14, 2009, 4:51 PM

unbeautiful.

another 14th.
rained.
nth to update bout.
found some lyrics
find it very meaningful.

Unbeautiful- Lesley Roy

Don't hang up,

Can we talk?

So confused

It's like im lost.

What went wrong?

what made you go?

Don't pretend you don't know

This is me

I'm unchangeable

When did we

Fall apart?

Or did you lie

From the start?

When you said

It's only you

I was blind

Such a fool

Thinking we

Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world

And you promised me forever more

Was it something that I said?

was it something that I did?

Cause I gotta know

What made me unbeautiful.

I've been told

Whats done is done

To let it go

And carry on

And deep inside

I know that's true

I'm stuck in time

I'm stuck on you

We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world

And you promised me forever more.

Was it something that I said?

Was it something that I did?

Cause I gotta know

What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up

Cause I'm only dreaming

Get out, get out, get out

Get out of my head now

Because we're much better

All together

Can't let go.

It was you and me against the world

And you promised me forever more

Was it something that I said?

Was it something that I did?

Cause I gotta know

What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Mar 13, 2009, 9:18 PM

your smile was the sweetest thing.

sports carnival
cant believe i went
but it was all worth it :D
though i dint play anything cause it rained.
LOL!
but got free pizza :D

oh and emel keep trying to push me against tt -.-
then shes like : i wanna see PD. i should start thinking of what to ask him next time i "accidentally" bump into him.
LOL!
then i suggested what she suggested me to say to tt.
she like : eeww thats for freaks to say la.
fancy she suggesting me to say those.
thank god i dint listen to her.
or i will start embarassing myself like shit.
LOL!

whatever.

Mar 12, 2009, 9:43 PM

hellos ppl on earth.
practically this week is my worse.
file check file check
3 subjects also check mine.
shit larhs.
everyday teacher ask me stay back, do dumb corrections....
then today, physics i help zhen xing do correction cause he need to rush for bball practise.
teacher think i having a crush on him or sth =.=
shes like : why so kind help zhen xing do corrections? then give me weird look.
whatever man.
i dont even care.
i just know and care that zhen xing owe me a meal! :D :D :D

and and and
i pass my social studies! :D :D :D
yay yay yay! :D
but count with geo i still fail -.-
whole class did.
LOL!

Mar 11, 2009, 9:11 PM

were you faking it?

good news!
mum actually allowed me to skip school one friday! :D :D :D
she even prepare the letter for me already :D
best mum ever man! :D
yays! :D

anw, today, cca, aliah went to take bottles from TT!
bullcrap. nvr ask me follow somemore.
whatever
anw, today last day to collect the bottles.
i collected 83 :D
during cca, me and aliah keep laughing non stop
till we kena banned from sitting at the back next lesson onwards LOL.
whatever man
aft sch, collect laptop for the IJC blah blah course.
brought food, went 883 buy sweets, went home with aliah.
then don very stupid things in the bus.
LOL
lame.

practically, today's very boring.
sucks.

Mar 8, 2009, 12:13 AM

now you see me, now you don't

celebrated dad's birthday today.
ate alot.
very nice.
swam.
very tired.
still up.
cant sleep.
need to do exposition.
dont know how to do.
life sucks.
shall end here.
bye.

Mar 7, 2009, 12:03 AM

sweaty little hottie!

exams end today! :D
finally
got back most of my results.
sucks like hell
shall not talk bout it
anw, after sch
file check
cca

played captain's ball.
sec 1's very anti social
plus aliah very very scared of ball
LOL
plus got fat defender.
like gonna fall on madaline.
LOL
sick. smelly. and gross ppl
make the game so no-life.
not like the other team.... hotstuff! :D

whatever.
tired.
tata!

Mar 5, 2009, 5:01 PM

Boy, you turn the temperature higher

yay!
today no exam!
but tmr have T.T
sucker exams.

so lessons was blah blah
stayed back for POA extra lesson.
and saw sth very very pleasent! :D
O-M-G
LOL
lame.

tmr last exam.
gonna study!
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye! :D

Mar 3, 2009, 10:37 PM

story of the guys newest hairstyle

i know why most of the guys having that very idiotic hairstyle as if they have cancer!
cause,
WILREN WANTED TO CUT HIS OWN HAIR, END UP SCREWING UP.
GOT HOLES!
THATS WHY BARBER NEED TO FIX TILL LIKE GOT CANCER!
LOL!!!
really really really.
tsk tsk

, 8:18 PM

your voice, was the soundtrack of my summer

todays a big joke.
i totally din study for physic.
again. i forgot to bring some stuffs for my exam
went around borrowing. again.
so after exam, teacher decided to go through the paper.
on the same time we can check our marks.
after like half a paper, alot of ppl say they think they wont pass the paper.
i say, i dont even have to wait for teacher to finish going thorugh tha paper also i know i wont make it.
LOL!
idiotic man.
then i sing sing sing. retarded.
told nazhifah sth.
then throughout the day she keep immitating me.
should i, should i not.
LOL!!!!!
then maths i keep asking qns,
obviously i irritated alot of ppl.
then nikita keep starring at me.
asking me to shut up.
i stare at her, saying : stop looking or i'll sing!
LOL!
geo, first time never feel sleepy! :D
cause i keep trying to figure out how to fole the paper heart niki gave.
LOL!
idiotic
aft sch find mr rizal. ask Amath qns.
blah blah blah .
walk home with hannah and nazhifah.
walk hannah off, walk to bus stop with nazhifah.
saw aliah.
all went home tgt :D
then sth very funny happen at the bus!
got this woodgrove girl stare and roll her eyes at me,
i dint give a shit, aliah was like screaming : ah ah ah cynthia! she roll her eyes at u!
so on and so forth
i was like laughing like mad la.
tha girl roll her eys at me not aliah then aliah so aggitated. and im not =.=
LOL!
damn cute loh her.
omg like compo!
i should stop :D

Mar 2, 2009, 4:58 PM

When cupid decided to play a prank

so today,
wasnt so bad.
MT, some HOD teacher came to see the class performance or sth.
obviously teacher was very nervous.
tried so hard to keep myself awake cause got HOD.
ite, still got caught dozing off.

chem,
i broke 2 boiling tubes :P
first time when heating, overheat, crack. teacher say nevermind cause she saw the crack earlier.
second time, washed the boiling tube, accidentally switched on the water too hard, lose control drop :P
shattered into many tiny pieces.
and vickrum was there laughing his ass off.
he like : haha cynthia broke a boiling tube! see la nvr listen to safey officer =.=
and guess what!
he broke sth too! ^^
some saftey officer :P

GOD. practically, today was the best.
though theres some breaking and scolding :D
but its all worth it! emel just knows why :D :D :D :D :D

oh and i think im gonna flunk my chem paper. like duh.
physic tmr.
i dont give a shit.
sick of studying.
but i will still revise :P

to add on.

pain in the asses like this :

Mar 1, 2009, 8:58 PM

so im back.
before i start on my usual rants,
im wishing zhen xing hapy birthday here.
so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FREAKSHOW :P
im so proud of the present that i gave to zhen xing (:
practically, i just allowed him to ass me out in msn W/O ASSING HIM BACK! (:
IM SO PROUD OF YOU CYNTHIA! IM SURE AM! :D :D :D :D

another thing that im proud of today :D
i studed for my chem and cleared file!

and and i invented a new way of eating chocolate! (:
chocolate ON chocolate (:
practically, cabuary dipped in nutella (:

, 5:58 PM

when the world come to an end.

this is an example why the earth is dying.
later.