yay momma brought me a new dress.
ROFL. random.

anyways watched dance flick again. with my sister that is.
then watched the hangover.
ROFL damn crap la the show.
i think its M18. ROFL.
they actually fucked a tiger. ROFLLL!
so yeah. thats all.

oh and i lost 1kg :D
7kg more to go.
yessssssssss



i have got nth to post.
just a movie :D
really bullshit and epic.
think its almost as good as Superhero movie.
ROFL.
i have the movie in HD. watch the trailer then see if you want to movie.
its like many different movies putting together.
ROFL
damn epic.


enjoy :D



yay end of common test! ( a few days ago that is. )
hah

so i dont really feel like posting long stories, so i shall just list out stuffs.
realized that my previous few post is so full of complains and vulgarities.
so how bout some happy craps.
hah

oh and omg i just realized that blogger is fixed!
got the nav. bar at the top! :D
but i got no pictures to post D:

hah, so a few happy random stuffs bout my week.

• realised that i passed subjects that i failed the last term
• and failed the subjects that i passed the last term. hah.
• i wanna lose 8kg by next month D: ( permanently! )
• walk home as much as possible. ( hopefully everyday )
• i actually got my first distinction in secondary school! =O (after 3 years ): )

sadly thats all.

my life's been really miserable recently.
i got no idea why.

damn.

oh and my dear,
im so sorry that things have to be like this recently.
there are alot of stuffs that i could not accept yet i didn't tell you.
simply putting it, its either i dont have the chance or idk how to tell you.
cause at times i realised i really dont understand you. dont know you.
idk if i have made the right choice by letting go just like that.
but since i have made up my mind, you know i wont change it.
so, just stop waiting. we're still friends just so you know.
but things just aint the same anymore.
thanks for the memories.

to a friend who will always be in my heart.

strike off words of anger.
heaven seemed to be playing with me.

really have to thank people who tried really hard to make me smile again.
thanks for making me believe that life aint just a big pile of shit. :D

family's trying hard too.
think cause they read my blog.
damn many weird ppl reading my blog. no offense tho.

school wasn't THAT bad.
had HL.
wanted to run, but no one wanted. asked zx want to run cause everyone seemed to be walking really slowly, he say i stupid go run.
LOL!
then a few lesson.
recess was fun.
as usual, emm and i had our recess at the 6th level.
picnic there.
LOL!
there's alot of food la.
2tuna,2 peanut butter sandwitch,3 curry puff, koko crunch even chicken soup.
LOL!


mum brought 1 whole bunch of cherries :D
anddddd

x3



WHY DO MY DAY JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE?!

anyway i really wanna fuck the shit here.
so, if you dont want your damn mind to be polluted, just leave. and im not even gonna say 'PLEASE' as i have already warned you assholes.

so, today, 1 word.
F-U-C-K.
alrights.
A.math paper was god-damn hard.
i dont really care cause we can choose to drop that damn topic.
then i realised i failed chinese.
and guess what.
I-DONT-GIVE-A-DAMN.
cause i nvr really passed chinese anyway.

then during some lesson, which obviously ppl who have been reading my blog will know.
that fucking piece of shit person said i dint do anything.
oh yeah. i was doing sth.
i just couldn't under what the fucking piece of shit were you saying.
so i dint do anything.
then when you fucking told me off, obviously i have already took out my textbook to at least try to understand the fucking lame examples the textbook is giving. cause the cheapskate piece of junk DID NOT SHOW STEP BY STEP.
so obviously it will take me some time to at least solve it right.
i asked around for ppl's help you fucking say i keep talking.
oh wow!
then tell me stand the fucking corner
and please hor. i rather stand out of the class than go the the other side of class filled with guys and spiderwebs.

then i dont wanna stand you want give yellow form.
fuck you larhs.
what defiance. fuck you la.
dont want stand st the corner means defiance? means must give yellow form?
1 form means conduct grade poor already right?
so 10 forms also poor la.
the most suspended only right.
okay la i play with you.
everytime your lesson i pon.
or purposely dulan the whole class. waste your time
i dont fucking care if you chase me out or whatever shit.
cause obviously your against me.
even the whole class says so.
plus some ppl from other class.
no need me to tell them also they can see.
pathetic dog la.

whatever la.
im so sick and tired of fucking over and over bout you.
came back. family is fucking screwed.
get it.
thats why i hate life.
went to games room to study instead.
its just a way to not stay at home.
then walked round the condo.
been to places that i have went to with someone who used to be special.
reminiscing the past suck. its just make me miss you more.
and i know i normally dont blog bout such stuffs.
but today is just a I-DONT-GIVE-A-SHIT-DAY.


damn.
did i mention i hate life.

you said that you'll be there, now things are different. will you still be there for me just like the very last time? oh who the fuck am i kidding.

thanks people who tried hard to make me smile again :D
loves.



Physic's paper today.
for the first time, i actually know how to do more than 3 qns!
LOL!
actually i knew how to do almost the whole paper! =O
hopefully i can pass my science with the help of my physics
cause confirm i fail chem already

so, today had a few surprises.
frist, we surprised mr lim with 2 birthday cakes.
cause its his birthday -.-
ROFL

then then then
a few weeks ago ( which idk how long that was) we had POA test on bank rec thingy.
then i actually got distinction siols! =O
shocked me like hell larhs.
ROFL.
told emel bout it, shes like happy. LOL!
i got no idea why.
haha

oh i think its because she anyhow did her math paper and passed while i anyhow write the names on the damn piece of paper and passed.
ROFL.

sucks tmr's A.math.
got to study again.



tmr geography!
i havent really finished studying D:
sarks.

i kept watching movies recently.
damn.

so, woke up at 6 this morning for tuition
ended at 10+
quite early lehs :D
came back slept.
sleep sleep sleep till 3+
study till now
ROFL
SUCH A GOOD GIRL
alrights random. i know.
shall start post normally after common test.

and bon jovi songs still rock! (as in literally :D )



oh. wow. im back blogging

5 more papers to the end of exams! :D
oh yeah. math paper today. surprisingly its easy.
LOL! first time saying math easy siols.

went home immediately after school.
reached home. no one home.
so watched movies the WHOLE DAY
felt that i wasted my day D:
shall start mugging during the weekends.

re-watched Koizora ( Sky of love) again.
this time its he episode.
think the movie was better.
but anyway, its sad ):
almost like 1 litre of love.
just that i already know the ending.
haha
somehow i just love to rewatch movies.

oh and watch alot like love too.
LOL! watched too many love stories already.

downloaded Flirting With Disaster into my phone. so i can watched it if i cant sleep at night.
LOL!

ya. think thats all.
oh yeah and i should start watching what i blog bout school already.
LOL!

oh ya, im suddenly addicted to bon jovi songs.
LOL!



oh my god.
tuesday is english common test already D:
and i think im scared :/
damnit.

yesterday's national day celebration very like totally waste of time.
i dont see the point.
but at least there's no classes :D
no mr wee! :D :D :D

oh yeah.
yesterday everyone was like decorating the class, then mr lim played the national day songs over and over and over and OVER.
kind of pisses me off.
but ANYWAY.
i suddenly felt random and start singing the song Blame it by T-Pain to sangeetha.
then shes like : ITS NOT BLAME IT ON THE GOOSE.
ITS BULLS! ALCOHOL!
ROFL.
that really epic. and not forgetting embarrassing :/

watched superhero movie just now.
its really retarded.
LOL!
just downloaded i love you beth cooper into my phone.
i got too much free time man.

alright. this post is really random.
so i shall stop.
toodles :D



blogger still have yet allowed me to post pictures D:

common test is just next week.
screw exams.
stayed back for POA retest.
i still cant balance the trial balance.
calvin says like many ppl he asked cannot balance it D:

okay i think i have got nth else to post bout cause my life is oh-so-boring.
LOL

so yeah toodles.



alrights. i have not been blogging normally recently.
maybe i might post a long piece of crap.

so, emel's birthday.
on saturday.
its was fun.
after the planning and all.
its kinna worth it.
but most of the time al we do was watch those half naked guys swim swim swim.
but still kinna funny larhs.
can come up with all kinds of crap.
like nipple cathing, twilight or was it new moon? , blind mice?!
ROFL.
then ate cake.
most of the guys say the cake looked gross.
ite they finished it.
ROFL.

then after the guys fninshed swimming, zhen xing want to play table soccer.
then see them play.
by the time its like 10 plus almost 11. and we have yet to eat dinner.
ite me and emel skip cause its really late and we both are scared we got raped by bangalas.
ROFL!
so sent the guys out, left me and emel in the games room eating chips. LOL!
like some weird emo ppl. feeding on chips that is gonna fatten us to death.
11+ emel decided to go home.
went home was tired to death.
still online and crap with crappy ppl till like 2+
LOL!

sunday. woke up at 6.
did tuition hwk.
tuition ended at 12+
after lunch onwards went to sleep.
did crazy stuffs.
whatever.
im having terrible mood swings recently. so mind me.

anw was online again at night.
asked wilren for random facts.
if can make me laugh tmr i make him sandwitch :D
since i want a long post, i shall list out the 10 random facts listed out by wilren foooooooo.
some which i dont understand.
here goes.

1. warren buffett was 1st last year but he made dumb investment cost him to lose 25b.
2. chri rock earn 80 million euro in a year period.
3. bill gates have 40mb.
4. wilren type faster than me (not true)
5. Im a noob ( not true again)
6. i cant sing ( even not true)
7. a guy got sexually and physically.
8. im a girl.
9. wilren got sth i dont have -.-
10. calvin still owe me money
11. calvin and zhen xing still owe me my bday present.

woah 11!
super random.

so today,
dint talked much in school.
dint talked during math lesson.
that son of a bitch wee still want to make life difficult for me.
like, obviously i dont fucking understand what the bloody crap hes teaching.
he asked me to answer a really tough qns.
borrowed nazhifah paper.
she dont even know how to do.
how in the world he expect me to know.
then if i cant answer his qns right, whole class recess depend on me.
oh wow.
even aliah can tell hes against me.
recess,
dint eat.
felt like puking the whole day.
then everyone was like : cynthia you okay or not.
keep asking if im okay.
got pissed i screamed at them im freaking okay then cried and ran away -.-
aliah chased after me.
she comfort me. then gave me a big huggg :D
love her so much.

after school, took one ride with aliah.
went home suddenly have the urge to play guitar.
played.
till one of the string nearly snapped at my eye.
then watched jackass no.2
i swore i puke 5 times larh.
and im still feeling nauseous now.
screw it.
damn such long post.

shall stop here.
cause i suddenly have the urge to eat popcorn and sit in front of the tv stuffing myself to death.

toodles :D